kanji progress

Today is day 5 of my 97-day kanji challenge. I am going at a pace of 20 new kanji a day, so today marks my first 100 kanji. As I mentioned though, I did come into the challenge with roughly 300 or so kanji under my belt already. I decided to look over what I’ve done thus far and the count shook out like this: sixty of the hundred are totally new kanji for me and forty of them are ones I’ve had memorized for a while.  All right, so only sixty new kanji in 5 days.

Want to see the mountain I am trying to climb? BEHOLD! The hundred I learned this week are in bold.

一 二 三 四 五 六 七 八 九 十 口 日 月 田 目 古 吾 冒 朋 明 唱 晶 品 呂 昌 早 旭 世 胃 旦 胆 亘 凹 凸 旧 自 白 百 中 千 舌 升 昇 丸 寸 肘 専 博 占 上 下 卓 朝 嘲 只 貝 唄 貞 員 貼 見 児 元 頁 頑 凡 負 万 句 肌 旬 勺 的 首 乙 乱 直 具 真 工 左 右 有 賄 貢 項 刀 刃 切 召 昭 則 副 別 丁 町 可 頂 子 孔 了 女 好 如 母 貫 兄 呪 克 小 少 大 多 夕 汐 外 名 石 肖 硝 砕 砂 妬 削 光 太 器 臭 嗅 妙 省 厚 奇 川 州 順 水 氷 永 泉 腺 原 願 泳 沼 沖 汎 江 汰 汁 沙 潮 源 活 消 況 河 泊 湖 測 土 吐 圧 埼 垣 填 圭 封 涯 寺 時 均 火 炎 煩 淡 灯 畑 災 灰 点 照 魚 漁 里 黒 墨 鯉 量 厘 埋 同 洞 胴 向 尚 字 守 完 宣 宵 安 宴 寄 富 貯 木 林 森 桂 柏 枠 梢 棚 杏 桐 植 椅 枯 朴 村 相 机 本 札 暦 案 燥 未 末 昧 沫 味 妹 朱 株 若 草 苦 苛 寛 薄 葉 模 漠 墓 暮 膜 苗 兆 桃 眺 犬 状 黙 然 荻 狩 猫 牛 特 告 先 洗 介 界 茶 脊 合 塔 王 玉 宝 珠 現 玩 狂 旺 皇 呈 全 栓 理 主 注 柱 金 銑 鉢 銅 釣 針 銘 鎮 道 導 辻 迅 造 迫 逃 辺 巡 車 連 軌 輸 喩 前 煎 各 格 賂 略 客 額 夏 処 条 落 冗 冥 軍 輝 運 冠 夢 坑 高 享 塾 熟 亭 京 涼 景 鯨 舎 周 週 士 吉 壮 荘 売 学 覚 栄 書 津 牧 攻 敗 枚 故 敬 言 警 計 詮 獄 訂 訃 討 訓 詔 詰 話 詠 詩 語 読 調 談 諾 諭 式 試 弐 域 賊 栽 載 茂 戚 成 城 誠 威 滅 減 蔑 桟 銭 浅 止 歩 渉 頻 肯 企 歴 武 賦 正 証 政 定 錠 走 超 赴 越 是 題 堤 建 鍵 延 誕 礎 婿 衣 裁 装 裏 壊 哀 遠 猿 初 巾 布 帆 幅 帽 幕 幌 錦 市 柿 姉 肺 帯 滞 刺 制 製 転 芸 雨 雲 曇 雷 霜 冬 天 妖 沃 橋 嬌 立 泣 章 競 帝 諦 童 瞳 鐘 商 嫡 適 滴 敵 匕 叱 匂 頃 北 背 比 昆 皆 楷 諧 混 渇 謁 褐 喝 葛 旨 脂 詣 壱 毎 敏 梅 海 乞 乾 腹 複 欠 吹 炊 歌 軟 次 茨 資 姿 諮 賠 培 剖 音 暗 韻 識 鏡 境 亡 盲 妄 荒 望 方 妨 坊 芳 肪 訪 放 激 脱 説 鋭 曽 増 贈 東 棟 凍 妊 廷 染 燃 賓 歳 県 栃 地 池 虫 蛍 蛇 虹 蝶 独 蚕 風 己 起 妃 改 記 包 胞 砲 泡 亀 電 竜 滝 豚 逐 遂 家 嫁 豪 腸 場 湯 羊 美 洋 詳 鮮 達 羨 差 着 唯 堆 椎 誰 焦 礁 集 准 進 雑 雌 準 奮 奪 確 午 許 歓 権 観 羽 習 翌 曜 濯 曰 困 固 錮 国 団 因 姻 咽 園 回 壇 店 庫 庭 庁 床 麻 磨 心 忘 恣 忍 認 忌 志 誌 芯 忠 串 患 思 恩 応 意 臆 想 息 憩 恵 恐 惑 感 憂 寡 忙 悦 恒 悼 悟 怖 慌 悔 憎 慣 愉 惰 慎 憾 憶 惧 憧 憬 慕 添 必 泌 手 看 摩 我 義 議 犠 抹 拭 拉 抱 搭 抄 抗 批 招 拓 拍 打 拘 捨 拐 摘 挑 指 持 拶 括 揮 推 揚 提 損 拾 担 拠 描 操 接 掲 掛 捗 研 戒 弄 械 鼻 刑 型 才 財 材 存 在 乃 携 及 吸 扱 丈 史 吏 更 硬 梗 又 双 桑 隻 護 獲 奴 怒 友 抜 投 没 股 設 撃 殻 支 技 枝 肢 茎 怪 軽 叔 督 寂 淑 反 坂 板 返 販 爪 妥 乳 浮 淫 将 奨 采 採 菜 受 授 愛 曖 払 広 勾 拡 鉱 弁 雄 台 怠 治 冶 始 胎 窓 去 法 会 至 室 到 致 互 棄 育 撤 充 銃 硫 流 允 唆 出 山 拙 岩 炭 岐 峠 崩 密 蜜 嵐 崎 崖 入 込 分 貧 頒 公 松 翁 訟 谷 浴 容 溶 欲 裕 鉛 沿 賞 党 堂 常 裳 掌 皮 波 婆 披 破 被 残 殉 殊 殖 列 裂 烈 死 葬 瞬 耳 取 趣 最 撮 恥 職 聖 敢 聴 懐 慢 漫 買 置 罰 寧 濁 環 還 夫 扶 渓 規 替 賛 潜 失 鉄 迭 臣 姫 蔵 臓 賢 腎 堅 臨 覧 巨 拒 力 男 労 募 劣 功 勧 努 勃 励 加 賀 架 脇 脅 協 行 律 復 得 従 徒 待 往 征 径 彼 役 徳 徹 徴 懲 微 街 桁 衡 稿 稼 程 税 稚 和 移 秒 秋 愁 私 秩 秘 称 利 梨 穫 穂 稲 香 季 委 秀 透 誘 稽 穀 菌 萎 米 粉 粘 粒 粧 迷 粋 謎 糧 菊 奥 数 楼 類 漆 膝 様 求 球 救 竹 笑 笠 笹 箋 筋 箱 筆 筒 等 算 答 策 簿 築 篭 人 佐 侶 但 住 位 仲 体 悠 件 仕 他 伏 伝 仏 休 仮 伎 伯 俗 信 佳 依 例 個 健 側 侍 停 値 倣 傲 倒 偵 僧 億 儀 償 仙 催 仁 侮 使 便 倍 優 伐 宿 傷 保 褒 傑 付 符 府 任 賃 代 袋 貸 化 花 貨 傾 何 荷 俊 傍 俺 久 畝 囚 内 丙 柄 肉 腐 座 挫 卒 傘 匁 以 似 併 瓦 瓶 宮 営 善 膳 年 夜 液 塚 幣 蔽 弊 喚 換 融 施 旋 遊 旅 勿 物 易 賜 尿 尼 尻 泥 塀 履 屋 握 屈 掘 堀 居 据 裾 層 局 遅 漏 刷 尺 尽 沢 訳 択 昼 戸 肩 房 扇 炉 戻 涙 雇 顧 啓 示 礼 祥 祝 福 祉 社 視 奈 尉 慰 款 禁 襟 宗 崇 祭 察 擦 由 抽 油 袖 宙 届 笛 軸 甲 押 岬 挿 申 伸 神 捜 果 菓 課 裸 斤 析 所 祈 近 折 哲 逝 誓 斬 暫 漸 断 質 斥 訴 昨 詐 作 雪 録 剥 尋 急 穏 侵 浸 寝 婦 掃 当 彙 争 浄 事 唐 糖 康 逮 伊 君 群 耐 需 儒 端 両 満 画 歯 曲 曹 遭 漕 槽 斗 料 科 図 用 庸 備 昔 錯 借 惜 措 散 廿 庶 遮 席 度 渡 奔 噴 墳 憤 焼 暁 半 伴 畔 判 拳 券 巻 圏 勝 藤 謄 片 版 之 乏 芝 不 否 杯 矢 矯 族 知 智 挨 矛 柔 務 霧 班 帰 弓 引 弔 弘 強 弥 弱 溺 沸 費 第 弟 巧 号 朽 誇 顎 汚 与 写 身 射 謝 老 考 孝 教 拷 者 煮 著 箸 署 暑 諸 猪 渚 賭 峡 狭 挟 頬 追 阜 師 帥 官 棺 管 父 釜 交 効 較 校 足 促 捉 距 路 露 跳 躍 践 踏 踪 骨 滑 髄 禍 渦 鍋 過 阪 阿 際 障 隙 随 陪 陽 陳 防 附 院 陣 隊 墜 降 階 陛 隣 隔 隠 堕 陥 穴 空 控 突 究 窒 窃 窟 窪 搾 窯 窮 探 深 丘 岳 兵 浜 糸 織 繕 縮 繁 縦 緻 線 綻 締 維 羅 練 緒 続 絵 統 絞 給 絡 結 終 級 紀 紅 納 紡 紛 紹 経 紳 約 細 累 索 総 綿 絹 繰 継 緑 縁 網 緊 紫 縛 縄 幼 後 幽 幾 機 畿 玄 畜 蓄 弦 擁 滋 慈 磁 系 係 孫 懸 遜 却 脚 卸 御 服 命 令 零 齢 冷 領 鈴 勇 湧 通 踊 疑 擬 凝 範 犯 氾 厄 危 宛 腕 苑 怨 柳 卵 留 瑠 貿 印 臼 毀 興 酉 酒 酌 酎 酵 酷 酬 酪 酢 酔 配 酸 猶 尊 豆 頭 短 豊 鼓 喜 樹 皿 血 盆 盟 盗 温 蓋 監 濫 鑑 藍 猛 盛 塩 銀 恨 根 即 爵 節 退 限 眼 良 朗 浪 娘 食 飯 飲 飢 餓 飾 餌 館 餅 養 飽 既 概 慨 平 呼 坪 評 刈 刹 希 凶 胸 離 璃 殺 爽 純 頓 鈍 辛 辞 梓 宰 壁 璧 避 新 薪 親 幸 執 摯 報 叫 糾 収 卑 碑 陸 睦 勢 熱 菱 陵 亥 核 刻 該 骸 劾 述 術 寒 塞 醸 譲 壌 嬢 毒 素 麦 青 精 請 情 晴 清 静 責 績 積 債 漬 表 俵 潔 契 喫 害 轄 割 憲 生 星 醒 姓 性 牲 産 隆 峰 蜂 縫 拝 寿 鋳 籍 春 椿 泰 奏 実 奉 俸 棒 謹 僅 勤 漢 嘆 難 華 垂 唾 睡 錘 乗 剰 今 含 貪 吟 念 捻 琴 陰 予 序 預 野 兼 嫌 鎌 謙 廉 西 価 要 腰 票 漂 標 栗 慄 遷 覆 煙 南 楠 献 門 問 閲 閥 間 闇 簡 開 閉 閣 閑 聞 潤 欄 闘 倉 創 非 俳 排 悲 罪 輩 扉 侯 喉 候 決 快 偉 違 緯 衛 韓 干 肝 刊 汗 軒 岸 幹 芋 宇 余 除 徐 叙 途 斜 塗 束 頼 瀬 勅 疎 辣 速 整 剣 険 検 倹 重 動 腫 勲 働 種 衝 薫 病 痴 痘 症 瘍 痩 疾 嫉 痢 痕 疲 疫 痛 癖 匿 匠 医 匹 区 枢 殴 欧 抑 仰 迎 登 澄 発 廃 僚 瞭 寮 療 彫 形 影 杉 彩 彰 彦 顔 須 膨 参 惨 修 珍 診 文 対 紋 蚊 斑 斉 剤 済 斎 粛 塁 楽 薬 率 渋 摂 央 英 映 赤 赦 変 跡 蛮 恋 湾 黄 横 把 色 絶 艶 肥 甘 紺 某 謀 媒 欺 棋 旗 期 碁 基 甚 勘 堪 貴 遺 遣 潰 舞 無 組 粗 租 狙 祖 阻 査 助 宜 畳 並 普 譜 湿 顕 繊 霊 業 撲 僕 共 供 異 翼 戴 洪 港 暴 爆 恭 選 殿 井 丼 囲 耕 亜 悪 円 角 触 解 再 講 購 構 溝 論 倫 輪 偏 遍 編 冊 柵 典 氏 紙 婚 低 抵 底 民 眠 捕 哺 浦 蒲 舗 補 邸 郭 郡 郊 部 都 郵 邦 那 郷 響 郎 廊 盾 循 派 脈 衆 逓 段 鍛 后 幻 司 伺 詞 飼 嗣 舟 舶 航 舷 般 盤 搬 船 艦 艇 瓜 弧 孤 繭 益 暇 敷 来 気 汽 飛 沈 枕 妻 凄 衰 衷 面 麺 革 靴 覇 声 眉 呉 娯 誤 蒸 承 函 極 牙 芽 邪 雅 釈 番 審 翻 藩 毛 耗 尾 宅 託 為 偽 畏 長 張 帳 脹 髪 展 喪 巣 単 戦 禅 弾 桜 獣 脳 悩 厳 鎖 挙 誉 猟 鳥 鳴 鶴 烏 蔦 鳩 鶏 島 暖 媛 援 緩 属 嘱 偶 遇 愚 隅 逆 塑 遡 岡 鋼 綱 剛 缶 陶 揺 謡 鬱 就 蹴 懇 墾 貌 免 逸 晩 勉 象 像 馬 駒 験 騎 駐 駆 駅 騒 駄 驚 篤 罵 騰 虎 虜 膚 虚 戯 虞 慮 劇 虐 鹿 麓 薦 慶 麗 熊 能 態 寅 演 辰 辱 震 振 娠 唇 農 濃 送 関 咲 鬼 醜 魂 魔 魅 塊 襲 嚇 朕 雰 箇 錬 遵 罷 屯 且 藻 隷 癒 璽 潟 丹 丑 羞 卯 巳

I don’t know why, but looking at all 2,200-ish kanji in a group like this makes them seem less intimidating. Memorizing them all in 3 months feels doable when I have them all in front of me and can check them off one by one, ya know? Let’s see if I still feel this way after a few more hundred brand new characters…

Oh and also, I don’t think I am going to continue posting my memory palaces anymore. I know I’ve only posted two of them, but I feel like maybe it’s too much like when you’re friend is trying passionately to tell you some wild dream they had last night but you really don’t give a shit because in the end it’s not real and has nothing to do with you whatsoever. I’ll probably still write them out like stories and post them here privately, but don’t worry, dear readers. I won’t subject you to them anymore! Although I may at some point down the road make a list of the places I’ve turned into memory palaces. I will eventually make 56, and it was an interesting process picking out the places I know well enough from memory to transform into sanctuaries for my kanji ramblings.

That’s all for today. Will write again in a few!

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transitioning into winter

After getting back from Kyoto, all I thought about was slamming some content for classes together and, more importantly, studying for the JLPT test (which was on December 4, Sunday)! While Evan and I were roaming to, around and from Kyoto/Osaka I didn’t do nearly as much studying as I intended. And before then? I was memorizing some kanji using the White Rabbit flashcards I bought a while ago, and I also wrote down a collection of grammar points geared toward the N4 level and started using them in my own original sentences. After getting back from the trip, kanji and grammar are what I mainly crammed. The day before the test I tried out a couple vocabulary, reading, and grammar practice tests, and I am really glad I did. They really got my head in the game as far as how the test is formatted and what type of questions I would have to answer.

How’d the test itself go? It’s hard for me to say with certainty if I passed or not, but I feel much more confident and optimistic after finishing the test this time than last summer, that’s for sure. Last summer I felt like I frequently went up against questions that I couldn’t even make an educated guess about, but this time those popped up way less frequently. I felt good about the reading section this time around too. Last summer I felt very rushed (almost ran out of time, actually) and was often uncertain about the meanings of texts or even the questions themselves. This time I got through the reading part quickly with time to spare to check my answers, and I never felt stumped as to the meanings of both the texts and the questions. Last summer I felt pretty good about the listening part and it was by far my highest score. But this time? I’ll be honest, and I hope I am not making an ass out of myself when I say this, if I get less than 90% of the listening section correct, I will be really shocked. It felt like such a breeze. Every answer seemed really clear and obvious, and there was never any doubt in my mind while I filled in those little bubbles. God, I hope I wasn’t totally delusional or in some alternate dimension during that section of the test though… because if I get my results back next month and see I bombed the listening I will feel like such an idiot, hah.

Regardless of how I end up doing, so glad that test is over with! I am going to officially put studying Japanese on the back-burner until after winter vacation, and then I want to push really hard to memorize kanji like mad! But, like I said, let’s not continue this conversation until January rolls around.

In the meantime… so much stuff on the horizon! I am going to make myself a list of it all here and now, just so that I can see it in one place:

  • Start my newly-crafted Hot Hiker Body Routine (explanatory post to come) TONIGHT so that I don’t die while hiking and traveling over winter break
  • Get new glasses because the ones I have now are scratched to hell and the perscription is over two and a half years old
  • Go shopping for Christmas presents and ship them to the folks they belong to
  • Celebrate Fiona’s birthday with drinks and karaoke this coming Friday and/or Saturday
  • Double-booked bounenkai next week 12/16 Friday, oh no! I have to choose which one to go to… Ariake Shinsei High School’s party or the Miike English teachers’ party
  • At least one more preparations and logistics meeting with Fiona and Kohji to square away packing, money, documentation and day-of departure plans for the big trip
  • Get through two more weeks of classes with all my ichi-nensei (sophomores) and san-nensei (seniors), which means making some sort of Christmas lesson…. and I have no idea what to do yet, so I have to plan that!
  • Clean the apartment so that we don’t return to a total mess after 15 days of crazy filthy backpacking and planes rides
  • Actually pack for the trip!
  • Something small but sweet to celebrate Evan’s birthday on 12/24
  • Happy Day’s big all day Christmas Party on 12/25
  • And FINALLY on 12/26 take off for Myanmar and Laos with Evan, Fiona and Kohji!

Ya know, seeing it all in a simple list like this makes all this stuff seem much more manageable. Let’s hope I can actually get all of it done in a sensible and stress-free way though, shall we? Updates to come…

favorite movie moments

This week at With Two Sugars, Please (a blog with a weekly drawing challenge I sometimes participate in), the theme is favorite movie moments. So I have been revisiting some of those moments and feeling really inspired. It is making me really want to rewatch my favorite movies, and to get back to watching new movies too. Here is some of what I’m into:

The Master

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There Will Be Blood

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2001: A Space Odyssey

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A Clockwork Orange

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Thinking about the movies I love and assemblying these gifs/pictures… I realized I have a strong penchant for really dark and heavy movies. Obviously my two favorite directors are Paul Thomas Anderson and Stanley Kubrick. I also think a lot about Lars von Trier and Terrence Malick, among others. As to what scene I will actually pick to draw this week though, I am still on the fence!

laying the groundwork: goal 2 of 30

After perusing my 30 before 30 list, I want to address five of my goals and how I plan on reaching them. Let’s start with the one that inspired this entire train of thought…

Goal 2 of 30: Pass the Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) N3

So you should all know by now that I failed the JLPT N4 I took in July. For those of you who aren’t familiar with the JLPT, N4 is a step down from N3. According to everyone I’ve spoken to it’s a pretty sizable step at that. N4 is described as a test for high beginners, whereas N3 is the midway point of fluency. At N4 level you’re able to survive living in Japan, travel domestically without getting lost, and make small talk. At N3 level you’re living fairly comfortably, expressing your opinions, and having more complex conversation. Here are some specific differences according to JLPT Boot Camp:

  • Grammar… N4: Passive voice, basic verb conjugations and basic conjunctions // N3: More nuanced grammar points and more complex conjunctions
  • Kanji… N4: Approximately 300 of the most basic and well-used kanji // N3: Approximately 650 (including the previous 300), or the first four grade levels of kyoiku-kanji (the official system for teaching kanji by the Ministry of Japan)
  • Vocabulary… N4: Aproximately 1,500 words total // N3: Approximately 3,500 total
  • Resume-worthy?… N4: No // N3: Yes

Putting all the differences in plain sight like this is actually a real eye-opener for me as far as what a true undertaking this goal is. I mean, the folks over at JLPT Boot Camp say that passing the N3 requires 450 hours of studying, which is roughly three years of college Japanese classes! So far I have been happy to just soak up whatever Japanese has conveniently come my way, but that’s just not going to cut it to reach N3.

So what am I going to do?

Step One: Retake and CRUSH the N4 on December 4, 2016

How? Here’s the game plan.
  1. Start going to Evan’s Japanese class once a week on Thursdays starting the first week of September. This will give me the structure and accountability I need to start improving and, more importantly, start good study habits.
  2. Use White Rabbit kanji flashcards. I am thinking about giving myself weekly kanji goals, adding new ones to my stack every week, and drilling them until they stick. After doing the math, I need to do 20 kanji every week until December. Luckily I have a handful of kanji already under my belt, so I can start in right away on the new and/or shaky stuff and still have at least a couple weeks in November for pure review.
  3. Go through the entire 日本語500問 book. The book is laid out so that you answer 15 questions every day for 4 weeks straight. Each question and its answers are explained thoroughly so that you can pinpoint the exact grammar, vocabulary or kanji that is stumping you. The difficulty ramps up from N5 at the beginning to N4 by the end. I am really hoping this book helps me catch those outstanding loopholes in my Japanese skills before they catch me yet again in December. Once I finish 日本語500問 I am going to switch to another textbook (maybe Genki 2?) and create a study plan for that too, so be sure to check in 4 weeks from now!
  4. Take advantage of my commute time to and from work to practice kanji and vocabulary. On days that I go to work I spend 50 minutes on the train (25 minutes there and 25 minutes back). That’s 250 minutes in a typical work week of hands-free sitting on the train — more than 4 hours! Right now during that time I usually bumble about on social media, fiddle with my Neko Atsume or Pokemon Go, or simply close my eyes and nod off. I have this lovely gift of super convenient public transportation (thank you, Japan), and here I am wasting it! What better time is there to cram those kanji flashcards or hop onto that Memrise app and blast through some vocab? So that’s what I am going to do, for at least one leg of my commute every day I go to work from now on.

Step two: Begin climbing that N3 mountain

After I pass the N4 in December, I have about 7 months to study before the next JLPT test date in early July. Can someone actually go from N4 to N3 in such a short time? I really don’t know, but I am going to try like hell because the next available test date isn’t until after my 30th birthday!

But before I get too far ahead of myself and start saying exactly what I plan on doing to prep for the N3 like I just did for the N4, I want to wait and see how my study habits form, what methods work and what don’t, and how much I really am able to self-study and progress between now and December. Using that information, I intend to work out my N3 game plan in the week or so following the N4 test. That way I can jet off to Laos and Myanmar for my winter vacation adventure worry-free and with a map laid in place for a fresh start when I return in January!

I am hoping that with the support of the people around me, especially Evan, Vicki, and Ayame-san (aka. the people I will be forcing to be my study partners), this groundwork will not have been laid in vain!

What are my other four goals I will be dissecting? Stay tuned to find out!

 

baby steps

For those of you who didn’t take the time to read my last post, here’s the nutshell: I failed the Japanese Language Proficiency Test (JLPT) N4 by a mere three points, and this failure inspired me to give myself a swift kick in the pants so that I could shrug off my complacency and refocus my priorities.

In mid-July I made my 30 before 30 list. At the time I thought I was being very ambitious. I said to myself, “Look at all these goals I have! I am clearly a very driven and assertive person. Go me!” I took a bow, there was applause, and then… Now what? For starters, those things aren’t going to do themselves! I had ignored the most crucial part of making a list of goals: figuring out how to actually go about achieving them.

I can imagine most people, especially Evan haha, shaking their heads at me right about now. Let’s recap: So when you decide you want to do a thing you actually like have to go about doing it or something? To most people this isn’t an epiphany, it’s the most basic common sense! Trust me, I hear you, and I’m shaking my head too. I suppose I somehow made it this far without having to think too hard about real goal-setting. Maybe that’s because my path had been pretty clear to me in the past, but now it no longer is; I’m not sure. Regardless of why, believe me when I say I really wish I had developed these skills earlier.

Not everyone actually labors over goal-setting though. There are those out there who can probably put their mind to whatever it is and just get it done, no problem, and certainly no long-winded blog posts necessary. Then again there are probably just as many if not more people for whom goal-setting is also about being specific, breaking down all the hows, making time-sensitive lists and mini-goals, and parceling out each piece of information into bite-sized pieces until it’s finally finished. I am definitely in this latter group. Wherever you are on that spectrum, I want to acknowledge that it takes a great deal of mental fortitude and determination to get shit done, so I congratulate you no matter what your methods are.

Well, I have winded down to the end of yet another too-long blog post, and am wondering yet again how in the world I rambled this much. I meant to talk about the top 5 goals from my 30 before 30 list that I intend to tackle, but for the sake of brevity (believe it or not, I do know what that word means) I will make that into a separate post. Stay tuned!

desert island albums 

If you were stranded on a desert island with some sort of music player and only ten handpicked albums to listen to until the end of your days, what ten albums would you choose?

Ahh, the classic question that haunts all discerning music-lovers. When my husband came to me saying that we’d been challenged by a friend to make a desert island music list, I admit I was dreading it somewhat. Ranking things from best to worst has never been my strongsuit. I have far too much trouble weighing and considering and reconsidering and going in circles for much too long.* Then I stopped and thought about my music though, and how I really haven’t just paused and listened to it in a really long time. That’s when I decided that this would be a great opportunity for me to take a break and jam out to my neglected library of excellent tunes. Here are my picks!

*Edit: After much thought and juggling, I was never actually able to rank my picks, so these albums are in no real order.

1. Joanna Newsom – Have One On Me (2010)

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This is probably my favorite album of all time. Have One On Me is a massive triple-disk album with 18 tracks. 18 may not seem like so many tracks since the typical single-disk album is made up of about 12, but altogether they clock in at over 120 minutes. Each song is a profound, unique story with sensitively written lyrics and beautiful compositions. No matter how many times I listen to it (and trust me, I really have listened to it countless times), this album stands out to me as a masterpiece of music.

2. Björk – Medúlla (2004)

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Even though I knew a Björk album would be put on this list, picking only one turned out to be a difficult task (Homogenic and Vespertine both kept vying for the top spot). In the end I chose Medúlla because I believe it is her most musically ambitious and experimental work. The album consists almost entirely of human vocals and a capella arrangements, including beatboxing and throat singing. Some of the voices are sampled, processed and rearranged, sometimes even from her previous albums (like when “Hidden Place” from Vespertine is sampled to create the background of “Desired Constellation”). Although a little weird, Medúlla is never boring, even on repeat listens.

3. Melvins – Stoner Witch (1994)

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The Melvins have been around the block and released a few albums (read: twenty-four!), but I think that Stoner Witch is the quintessential Melvins album. It’s slow and sludgy at times but fast and punchy at others, with undercurrents of blues and a wee bit of punk throughout. Stoner Witch is probably the best entry point for new listeners of the the Melvins; if you like what you hear, I suggest you check out (A) Senile Animal next, my second favorite album of theirs.

4. Portishead – Dummy (1994)

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A pillar of the trip-hop genre, Dummy is one of the most beautiful and mysterious albums ever. All of the instruments on the album were recorded live, and the scratches, loops, and samples come together to make a hip-hop-inspired experimental sound that is still fresh more than twenty years later. The heart and soul of Portishead though is Beth Gibbons’ vocals. Gibbons has a unique and singular voice that is haunting, soulful, ghostly, delicate and arresting all at once. To this day I still get goosebumps when I listen to her croon and belt. It is incredible to consider that Portishead has only made three albums, of which Dummy was their debut.

5. Nina Simone – I Put A Spell On You (1965)

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12 enthralling tracks by an outstanding and highly expressive vocalist, with all the jazz horns, strings, scats and licks you could ever ask for. By now you have probably figured out that I have a major thing for awesome female lead vocalists, and since Nina Simone is downright legendary it’s only natural she’s on my list. The only problem with this album is that it is much too short, clocking in at a brief but sensational 35 minutes total. If I could throw on another ten more tracks I would  (especially I Aint Got No, I Got Life), but alas one can only get so much Nina on a desert island, I suppose.

6. Tool – Ænima (1996)

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Tool’s lyrics have a reputation for being pretentious, and I don’t think Ænima completley escapes this trap, but upon close inspection Ænima‘s lyrics are really much more mature than you might think. Sure there are tracks called “Stinkfist” and “Hooker with a Penis,” some lines are a little too on-the-nose, and often the metaphors are totally unsubtle. But I think this openness and directness is actually its saving grace. I defintely prefer it to the pseudo-poetic and -spiritual lyrics of Lateralus or the overly-serious lyrics of 10,000 Days. This directness also pairs really well with the dark, gritty, and grungey overall feeling the album has. For me, Ænima is brutal and angry but with moments of beauty and humor that all come together to make a really down to earth masterpiece. My biggest critique is its overabundance of filler tracks. They don’t take anything away from the overall album experience, but on repeat listens they do become skippable.

7. Mr. Bungle – California (1999)

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Listening to Mr. Bungle is always an unpredictable adventure, but California is probably the most accessible of those. Its tracks are a little more concise, and have a somewhat more traditional structure. This gives the listener just enough to orient themselves as they rollercoaster through genres, instruments, vocal stylings, and feelings — all in one song!  Each track is filled with layer upon layer that become more beautiful with each consecutive listen, putting its replay value through the roof.  I am also of the opinion that Mike Patton is a remarkable vocalist capable of just about anything with his voice, and he doesn’t disappoint on California. For first time listeners this album may seem a bit unapproachable or downright weird, but I encourage you to give it your best shot. Mr. Bungle is so creative and talented, and I have so much fun listening to this album!

8. Joni Mitchell – Blue (1971)

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In Blue, each song is like a photograph taken directly from Mitchell’s life, and yet the magic of this album is how her highly personal stories manage to become universal. Her songs are about mundane moments and basic human needs and weaknesses in a way that is so entirely relatable, and I believe that this relatability is a testament to the quality of Mitchell’s writing. On paper alone her lyrics are poetry, but it’s Mitchell’s vocals that elevate them to that place of perfection for me. Her voice is sensitive, tender, and imbues every word with so much feeling, from abounding joy right down to those lonesome blues.

9. D’Angelo and the Vanguard – Black Messiah (2014)

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Black Messiah embraces funk, rock, soul, r&b, jazz, and gospel roots together, which gives it a nostalgic vibe, but it still maintains an incredible sense of uniqueness and newness. The way it navigates those genres seemlessly, combining and weaving through them, is really impressive. Sometimes it feels like tightly bound chaos, other times it feels so simple and clean. The fourteen year hiatus following Voodoo did not diminish D’Angelo’s distinct sound, and though it may be obvious I must mention what a relief it was that he did not succumb to the digital processing and autotuning that became so popular in his absence from the music scene. Though bright and romantic at times, Black Messiah is overall a morose album fueled by strong political statements about finding something to hang onto in times of civil and racial unrest. For me, it is the best album of its ilk to come out in a long time.

10. Little Dragon – Nabuma Rubberband (2014)

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When I look at my list, I think that perhaps Nabuma Rubberband is the outlier. Little Dragon isn’t the most original band, and this album probably isn’t on anybody’s list of greats. Hell, if I were to make a list of ten greatest albums of all time, I wouldn’t include Nabuma Rubberband either! But this isn’t a greatest of all time list; it’s a desert island list, and therein lies the difference for me. You see, no matter how many times I listen to it I never get sick of Nabuma Rubberband. And although it doesn’t neccesarily break new ground or prove too outstandingly unique, I love its arthouse-r&b-pop sound and Yukimi Nagano’s vocals. I guess in a way, Little Dragon is my form of easy listening.

 

Well, there you have it, folks!

There are loads of other fantastic albums that just didn’t fit into my desert island suitcase, so here are just a few of my honorable mentions:

Think I’m missing something? I would love to hear your suggestions! Send ’em my way!!

30 before 30 bucketlist

I am 28 now and will be turning 29 in October, and Evan will be turning 30 in December. Our birthdays being somewhat around the corner got me thinking about making a be-fore-30-bucketlist. Evan is busy crossing things off of his, but I haven’t even made mine yet! So here goes nothing:

  1. Get out of financial debt and completely pay off my student loans
  2. Pass the Japanese Language Proficiency Test Level N3
  3. Write a short story
  4. Get back down to my very brief college weight of 130 lbs, or 59 kg (note: right now while writing this I am about 65 kg, or 143 lbs)
  5. Have my portrait professionally taken (particularly after I #4)
  6. Run a half marathon
  7. Finally learn how to swim
  8. Make a new series of artwork
  9. Display that new series of artwork in a gallery
  10. Try skydiving
  11. Zip-line through the rainforest
  12. Stay in a treehouse in Laos
  13. Hot air balloon over the Bagan temples in Myanmar
  14. Disconnect and do a no-technology retreat for at least 5 days
  15. Go back to karate and memorize 5 kata
  16. Read Infinite Jest
  17. Watch Gone with the Wind
  18. Watch Doctor Who, X-files or Seinfeld (all of those are massive TV series, so I’ll settle for finishing at least one of them)
  19. Eat at a Michelin-rated restaurant
  20. Travel around the Philippines
  21. Travel around Okinawa
  22. Visit Shikoku and do the hachijuuhakkasho (pilgrimage to 88 Buddhist temples) and collect a goshuin (temple calligraphy and stamp) at each one
  23. Visit Kyoto in the fall during koyo season (when the Japanese maples turn bright red)
  24. Visit Kitakyushu and go to Kawachi Fujien (the famous wisteria tunnel and garden) in April when the flowers are blooming
  25. Visit Yakushima (the island whose forests inspired Mononoke no Hime‘s setting) and go hiking/camping (maybe meet a forest spirit)
  26. See a Noh or Kabuki theater performance
  27. Wear yukata and dance at a summer matsuri (Japanese festival)
  28. Resist the temptation to cut my hair (note: trims are fine and necessary, but my hair right now while writing this is barely able to touch my shoulders, so let’s not make negative progress)
  29. Start a flower and herb garden and keep it alive
  30. Stop biting my nails! I realized that as I sat here thinking of what my last thing should be, I was gnawing on my fingers like an animal; it is a nasty habit that I’ve never been able to shake, but I really want to quit

All right, well there you have it. Hopefully as I make progress I will also make accompanying posts for each item. Let’s see what I end up accomplishing before October 20, 2017!